I'm Sorry But
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Impatient
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Silent Treatment
This was Sam’s bread and butter, it didn’t take much for Sam to go cold and refuse to look or speak to me. At times it seemed like she wasn’t even in her body anymore, black eyes, void stare, she was gone, this was always followed with Sam either threatening...
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You Always or You Never
I am extremely guilty of this terrible behavior, I probably said this to Sam hundreds of times, she Always or Never did something. It’s simply not true, No one does anything always or never. I realize that saying this to Sam probably made her feel badly about herself or maybe...
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Behaviors That Kill Relationship
I’m sure most people know this stuff already but I’ve had to learn these things a very hard way.
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Patterns
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Decisions
I wanted to write about the decisions I made and how I don’t regret them, but no matter how many times I wrote, it never made sense. I decided that I would stay with Sam no matter what, even if things never got better, I would still spend my life...
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You Tube
I’ve been meaning to write this for a long time and I wish I hadn’t put it off for so long as it really is important. If you;ve found your way to me then you’ve almost certainly spent a lot of time on youtube looking for help, I know I...
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S.A.M
Sam isn’t my ex’s real name, when I started writing I had no idea what I would say or who would see it, so I made a name up for her. Sam popped into my mind immediately and it fit perfectly.
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No More Ghosts
I;ve been back home for a couple of days and I’ve had the strangest feeling since I got back home. There’s no more ghost here, it doesn’t feel like something is missing, it doesn’t feel like this is Sam and my place anymore. It’s just my home, there’s no reminders...
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