Secure

Posted on April 26, 2022

I’m not sure secure is a feeling on it’s own. It feels more like a culmination of other feelings. Secure is my least familiar feeling. I have one memory of feeling absolutle security while under a tremendous amount of stress. It toook me along time to realise that this memory... [Read More]
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Love

Posted on April 25, 2022

I would have thought this would be an easy emotion to describe, but I can’t describe it without telling you all about the one I love. This emotion is 100% attached to her, I have vivid memories of us together, a stupid grin on my face, playing together in the... [Read More]
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Sadness

Posted on April 24, 2022

Sadness is an easy one to describe, it always starts in my throat, it’s a quiver, it’s the tremble in my lip, or the welling of my eyes.
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Anger

Posted on April 23, 2022

I think we all know anger pretty well, but for me it wasn’t as easy. Anxiety and anger are opposites in the way I feel them wihtin me. Anxiety is a pulse starting in my chest and poulsing outwords. Anger start from the tips of my limps or my head.... [Read More]
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Anxiety

Posted on April 22, 2022

Anxiety was an emotion is really didn’t understand, It was very difficult to seperate this emotion from things like anger, fear or feeling triggered, I often didn’t know why I felt anxious. I also had no idea that anxiety was the single most destructive force in my relationship. When I... [Read More]
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Emotions

Posted on April 21, 2022

During the last 8 - 10 months of my relationship with Sam, I knew something was going on inside me, but I didn’t have the knowledged of vocabulary to share it with her. Since I really didn’t understand what I was feeling, it made just communicating with Sam very difficult.... [Read More]
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Dandelion into the wind you go

Posted on April 10, 2022

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Lyrics Maybe it’s the way you say my name, Maybe it’s the way you play your game I’ve never known anybody like you, I’ve never dreamed of nobody like you I’ve heard of a love that comes once in a lifetime I’m pretty sure that you are that love of... [Read More]
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ADHD and Regrets

Posted on April 5, 2022

My ADHD diagnoses was very late in life, I only got an official diagnoses because in my first year of college because I would get accommodations which would allow me more time and less distractins during mid-terms and finals. [Read More]
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ADHD

Posted on April 4, 2022

I have ADHD, it’s a complex disorder and has a terrible name. It presents in every person differently, what makes it’s even more fun is that it will likely present differently in the same person day to day. Having ADHD does not mean I am bored or dis-interested or lazy,... [Read More]
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