Walks

Posted on October 16, 2022

For over a year now I have been walking a lot, I didn’t start tracking how far until earlier this year, but last week I set my record. I walked 96.4 KM in 7 days
Tags: me walking record

Cute Aggression

Posted on October 15, 2022

Cute Aggression is the phenomenon when you see something really cute or something you want to protect your emotions can be overwhelming and you want to pinch that cute babies cheeks or squish that really cute fuzzy kitten. It’s not just about animals and babies either. [Read More]
Tags: honesty

Radical Honesty

Posted on October 14, 2022

This is what I thought about when I heard the term radical honesty, I actually didn’t think the way I thought was good at all, but with Zee’s help I can see that the way I think about this is actually very healthy. Hypothetical (hopefully) Obviously [Read More]
Tags: honesty

BPD+ADHD Blood

Posted on October 13, 2022

This past week was very difficult for me! I’m still coming to terms with the fact that I have BPD. I’ve shared my story with a few people close to me and while I don’t think it’s really given anyone more insight into who I am and why I am... [Read More]
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Critics

Posted on October 12, 2022

I’m no spoke person this is just me, but anyone that thinks I don’t feel sorrow, pain, regret or shame. I assure you that there is no one that is harsher om mw than me. I feel all those things, I feel them most of the time. I try frantically... [Read More]
Tags: me critics hardest

My World

Posted on October 9, 2022

I must have watched Lady Gaga’s Hold My Hand 30 or 40 times when I discovered it. The primal, visceral emotions it invokes in me is completely overwhelming. While the song itself is amazing, while I watched the video, I found myself replaying my life in my head while I... [Read More]
Tags: me inside emotions

1 Year

Posted on October 8, 2022

Today is a year since the break up, this is a tough post to do so please be patient.
Tags: sam me year

Worst & Best Day of My Life

Posted on October 7, 2022

Last year on this day, I lost the most important person I’ve ever had in my life, I lost Sam, I lost Sam because of something that should never have happened in the first place, I look back and I am ashamed of what happened. I’m still deeply in love... [Read More]
Tags: sam me best worst