Dear Sam
We naturally gravitate towards what’s most important to us in times of need.
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This Can't Be Happening
I keep saying to myself, this isn’t happening, this isn’t real. It feels like parts of my brain randomly shut off, my thought process just isn’t capable of processing today events.
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The End (Recap)
I’ve been trying to write a final post for a long time now, but every time I try I still have so much I want to say. I wish I could say that I am doing better and I am moving forward, I wish I could say the pain has...
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World Cup
Holy crap it’s minutes from happening, Canada’s first world cup game, I am very excited but at the same time sad. Sam’s not part of my life and I have to accept that but it still hurts and I wish things were different.
Letter
I wrote to Sam, knowing that I would never send it but I thought I would share it anyway. Hopefully it gives a bit of insight, I felt like the letter could be seen as a bit manipulative but that wasn’t my intent, I’m doing my best to sit with...
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Hurting
It’s been slowly building up inside me over the past couple of weeks, I’ve been thinking about Sam and writing to Sam (not sending) more and more everyday; I miss her like I did months ago and I’m crying lot more again. I’m not 100% sure why I am feeling...
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Wish someone would have told me
If you want love
If you want love, your gonna have to go through the pain
If you want love, your goona have to learn how to change
If you want trust, your gonna have to give some away
If you want love
Surprised, Feeling alone
Tomorrow, I finally have my appointment with my GP to speak about the assessment I had early September, I was very lucky in regards to my GP for a long time, she took absolutely amazing care of me. Over the past couple of years I haven’t felt like she was...
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My GP & Me
Tomorrow, I have my appointment with my GP to speak about the assessment I had early September, I was very lucky in regards to my GP for a long time, she took absolutely amazing care of me. Over the past couple of years I haven’t felt like she was there...
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Strength
I happen to come across this video and it really impressed me. Dr K from Healthy Gamer has live feeds of sudo (online) therapy sessions and this video in particular was impressive.
Strength