Losing My Mind

Posted on January 10, 2022

School has finished and the holidays have passed, I have no idea what I am supposed to do now. My mind feels like it’s out of control I have been looking forward to this for 3 years, I worked so damn hard to make it to this point. I’ve never... [Read More]
Tags: adhd strugles reality

Is It Fucking Me

Posted on January 3, 2022

Am I the problem? Am I a bad person, is this karma? i don’t know what I could have done to make someone love me so much to hating me. I know I make a lot of mistakes, but I try my hardest. I love fiercely, I’ll protect the people... [Read More]
Tags: me bad sad me

December 2021

Posted on December 1, 2021

I remember very little about december, what should have been one of the best moments of my life turned out to be one of the worst times of my life. I didn’t contact Sam at all this month, including the holidays. I don’t know if it was the right decision... [Read More]
Tags: december xmas broken lost

November 2021

Posted on November 1, 2021

November was pretty much a blur, I had so much goinng on. I was about to take my finals to finish collge, I was woking on my capstone project. Every other moment I was in tears, trying to understand what was happening, what was going to happen. Nothing made sense... [Read More]
Tags: died ghost alone

WTF

Posted on October 11, 2021

WTF is going on?!?!? I haven’t heard from her at all, she’s not answering the phone or checking her email.
Tags: wtf

I see through you

Posted on October 8, 2021

I tried to call Sam at work, I felt terrible about last night. A co-worker picked up and to my shock told me that Sam wasn’t scheduled to work today. I didn’t know what to do, I was being lied to, did Sam ask them to do that? I stuggled... [Read More]
Tags: dont contact done over