It’s been slowly building up inside me over the past couple of weeks, I’ve been thinking about Sam and writing to Sam (not sending) more and more everyday; I miss her like I did months ago and I’m crying lot more again. I’m not 100% sure why I am feeling like this, I know I’ve gotten triggerd by thte World Cup. Canada’s first game and against Belgium was something Sam anf I dreamed of, it’s painful because I so badly want to curl up wiith her on the couch and watch it with her. My feelings for Sam often overwhelm me, they get amplified, even now, when important things happen. Sam’s always who comes to mind instantly.
I know it’s a bit insane, I haven’t seen or spoken to hear in over a year