It’s been 10 months now!
There’s a part of my that is still in shock that it ended the way it did, but there is another part of me that knows what would have happened if she had of reached out and I know that’s not what I want or need. Part of the healing and growing process is knowing that no matter what I did, thought, felt or said it takes two people to build and sustain a healthy loving relationship.
It’s taken me more than 6 months to figure out what I had been feeling the last 6 months of my time with Sam. I’ve worked everyday to understand it and work through it. I very much hope that Sam finds the strength to start her own journey, but in the end she had